The journey has been very tough and long as I continue to struggle with recovery. However I have surrendered to fate with no regrets. I was born into a privileged family in Thailand and have lived a very good life that I treasure till today. The mental pain is just temporary when one measures the 21 years of happiness being together.
My mental health issues have been a big challenge for me daily.
Cancer + Divorce = Depression.
There is no remedy or medications for this except my own strengths and willpower to fight on.
Life is just a journey for all of us. It comes with happiness, sadness, pain and sickness therefore acceptance is a choice. I believe I will see light at the end of the tunnel again.
I am just like a flower. Someday I will wither and fade away, for nothing is permanent in life.
Thank you very much for always being around to cheer me up till today.
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Hi ... I am one of the silent reader ... wish you speedy recovery and stay happy ๐ค๐ค
ReplyDelete❤️❤️❤️ Thank you very much!!
DeleteYou are not alone
ReplyDelete๐๐๐๐๐๐ You are here so I am not alone. Thank you very much.
DeleteWhat you wrote is indeed and very true...i lost all my savings for working 20 yrs and accumulated debts of RM2.80 million, due to my own greed and stupidity...
ReplyDeleteWe have to accept and move on...
Everyone path and challenges in life is different...
I can see you have overcome it, otherwise you wont be able to share out...do take care...
๐ข๐ข Wow!!! You have lost so much money. I could imagine the big stress you went through. I have gained, lost, recovered, lost and gained money over the years. I have learnt a lesson too.
DeleteYa, it will takes me 10 yrs to repay back...i am lucky to have my family to pay on behalf and allow me to pay them back mthly ...now i am a Very Stingy person...hahaha...even 10 cent also i will count
DeleteIt's good to be very stingy now after what has happened.
DeleteSome people never learnt anything. I have a friend who has gone missing. He was a hard core gambler at Genting and works as a VP in a bank. Owed loan sharks so much until bank's branch got harassed and threatened. He had to resign and hiding but still gambling.
ya, i cannot gone for hiding and leave the trouble for my family...mine was a scam case...anyway, i have overcome that, re-build my relationship with family, get a Divorce and just keep on working for now...
Delete๐๐ I wish I could meet you and hear your stories. You have suffered more than me!! Your family is wealthy and could help you out of troubles.
Deletehahaha...your life is more interesting...i was reading those ghost stories, travel watnot from yours...really amazing...
Deletei just wanna encourage you ...i am Buddhist too...
we will survived...
Thank you for reading my posts and giving me the priceless encouragement when I need it most. ๐๐๐๐๐๐
DeleteThank you Philip. ๐๐๐
ReplyDeleteA cycle of life... we come and will go regardless how old we are... TM, I don't know what to say, just be here each day till our Lord calls us home... meanwhile, I wish you well and strong physically, emotionally and spiritually... God Bless!
ReplyDelete๐๐ Thank you very much for your kind words Claire. I don't wait for God to call me home but as a Buddhist, I will go when my karma has expired itself laaaaa. ๐คฃ๐คฃ
DeleteTM, I hope to see you soon. Between mummy duties, daddy visits, being a slave to my cats, managing my job etc I had to postpone my plans many times. So I let you rest and regain your strength and be in better health before I kacau you to come to The Starling.
ReplyDeleteYou are strong minded and in spite of you condition, your humor is still very much intact. All will be well again. You are in my daily prayers.
Take your time as you are too occupied with important responsibilities especially caring for both your parents and business. Thank you very much for your kind wishes and prayers always ❤️❤️❤️
DeleteGet well soon.
ReplyDeleteI want to ask where the previous vlogs are. Will they come back again?
Thank you very much for your kind wishes. I have permanently deleted the old posts as I don't want to keep the memories. In coming days, I might delete more old posts.
DeleteNo words could describe how my feelings have been until I had no desire to live anymore. I blame no one except myself for everything. I will move on and put the pasts behind be it good or bad in order to have fresh start.
ReplyDeleteYou have sharp eyes to spot my scarecrow pic in the Grid of Photos ๐๐ I dare not even look too long in the mirror.
Oops, my comment hilang already! >.<
DeleteTM, keep your head up, you’re strong and will get through this!
ReplyDeleteTM - thanks for updating the blog . Take care . Amitofo
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Be strong and get well soon.
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